September 11, 2016

I am finally going public!!!

I welcome comments, questions, and your stories of life joys, pains and the spiritual growth we are all striving for.

Disclaimer: Please keep it clean and on subject. If you came here to trash talk or degrade anyone, I reserve the right to delete those comments and block negative posters!  (We are our own worst critics, we don’t need other negativity added to what is already difficult at times and wonderfully blessed through it all)!

First I must wish my brother Gavi a Happy Happy Birthday!!! And all who were effected in any way, shape, or form (pretty much everyone) by 9/11…have a blessed Patriots Day!!!

Next, I need to start going public with my reality. I have been learning that whatever I’m feeling, I am not alone and perhaps I can put words to the way someone else is feeling as well, or at least open a door for others to express their feelings of pain and growth.

The Basics of Who I Am:

  • I believe all things are spiritual and eternal!

  • We are either moving toward love or moving away from love (love based thinking verses fear based thinking).

  • We are all connected

  • All things are made up of energy, even rocks but especially “living” things, and all things have a vibrational frequency.

  • Growth can be painful!

  • I’m not even close to being perfect  -LOL!!!

  • Feelings are not good or bad, right or wrong, they just are and the sooner we own and embrace our feelings the sooner we will grow from them and be able to move on to higher insight and thereby living a more love based life. He teaches us line upon line, precept upon precept.

♥ So…here I go! Pray for me and wish me blessings on this journey ♥

I watched Super Soul Sunday this morning (naturally) with Glennon Doyle Melton, who wrote; Love Warrior, A Memoir. I want to thank her (and Oprah’s timing) for opening the door to expressing our pain from childhood through…..life. This is why I have set up a “blog” here on WordPress.

I haven’t gone public yet because I was raised to think that no one wanted to hear what I had to say. No matter what I said, did, or how I looked it was wrong and unacceptable. I started to feel real after I found my Savoir (This is why a copy of The Velveteen Rabbit is on my shelf; feeling loved brings the realization of love based thinking). I also have not gone public due to a fear of some family members attempting to somehow use my words against me (yes, I have people like that in my family too) or somehow think I was talking specifically about them (as if there weren’t a gazillion other things to discuss…)

Now, knowing my Savior is the only thing keeping me going some days. Please read the about me section for further explanation as to why I’m back to this negative thought process). Because of my beliefs I would never do suicide, but there are times when I would love to be done with this life. There are times when the pain of this world (and some of the people in it) is tough and exhausting and I want to “go home.”

I think I will close for now and contemplate what topics to touch on that will bring a more love based life while owning my own feelings and staying positive through these life experiences. Please feel free to suggest topics or experiences that you would like to discuss 😉

 

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